Behind these blue eyes of mine. . . I am Heather. I miss all my loves in San Diego and I hope to see you all REAL soon. I love my friends more than life its self. They mean the world to me. I've never surfed and I own three pairs of Adidas. Which none I ever wear. I have tres best friends and theyre the best best friends ever! Rachel...Lexi...and Chels. I'm in love with Ben Jorgensen from AFS (armor for sleep for all you gay asses out there lol) Well in conclusion... People think I'm crazy but what can I say? What you see is what you get.
*Tiny things that make Heather Happy* *un* David due* Cookie and the Dough *tre* Country Music *quattro* Smiles *cinque* Biscuits and Gravey *sei* Giggles and Laughs *sette* Blonde moments *otto* Brownies and Cookies *nove* Scary moviez *dieci* Sunsets *undici* Racing/quads/you know *dodici* rainbows *tredici* beaches, oceans *quattordici* chocolates *quindici* roses *sedici* jewlry *diciassette* Chevys *diciotto* Davey Havok (oh babey) *diciannove* hyper people!!!! *venti* new shoes/clothes/stuff lol *ventuno* Loud loud music *i venti-due* Being held *i venti-tre* late night phone calls (even if they wake me up) *i venti-quattro* fire works *i venti-cinque* Staying in hotelz *i venti-sei* PIGGY BACK RIDES!! (i've got a passion for those, lol) *i venti sette* Cake!! *i venti otto* Evanescence-The All American Rejects-Trapt (the three non-country bands that I like besides AFI, lol)
4 David
To say the words "I Love You"
Takes every beat of your heart
When you hear it without meaning,
It can tear your world apart,
To say the words "I Love You"
Can turn friends into so much more
To say the words "I Love You"
Can bring fear into one's eyes
For the words are very powerful
They can even shock the wise
To say the words "I Love You"
Can bring two people close
The words can make you smile
When you need then the most
To say the words "I Love You"
Can make the tearsdrops fall
The words can be a deep surprise
When you arn't expecting them at all
To say the words "I Love You"
Can cause many feelings
They can even work as miracles
When you need the healing
To say the words "I Love You"
May be the hardest thing to do
It's funny how only three words
Can speak so deep and true
To say the words "I Love You"
Can bring you to your knees
To say the words may take everything,
But sometimes thats all you need
To say the words "I Love You"
Is taking my every breath
But I love you and I always will
Until the day of my death
If I could speak only four words
And they'd have to speak the truth
I would look into your eyes
And I would say " Davey, I Love You"
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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
[ x ] Spell your first name backwards- rehtaeh
[ x ] The story behind your screen name - which screename? lol xHeAtHeReHtAeHx=hollys behind it RoCkMySoCcS27=my music is behind it TiCkLeMeHeAtHeR4=coltons behind it lol
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - naa, i dont bat for that team
[ x ] Where do you live - toosawn. i hate this place. lol i miss my rachel too much!
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - funny, crazy, loud, random
[ x ] Wallet - pink purse
[ x ] Hairbrush - which one? i own 7 er 8
[ x ] Toothbrush - its pink
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - 2 sets of hoops and a pair of dots lol, dice bracelet, 'h' necklace, star stud bracelet...depends if im wearing sandals... then my wish box anklet and my 2 er 3 toerings
[ x ] Pillow covers - 2 flowery shaped pillows... and my 60 other ones. lol
[ x ] Blanket - gotta pink small one, purple small one, and pastel yellow big one
[ x ] Sunglasses - my sexxi versace ones of course!
[ x ] Underwear - let me see that thoooonnnng
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - AFI and mixed CD ...afi, metallica, tool, a perfect circle...
[ x ]Tattoos - none
[ x ] Piercings- 6 in my ears
[ x ] What you are wearing now- roxy surf shirt (since i surf n all) and my abercrombie shorts
[ x ]Hair - down n straight n parted 2 the side
[ x ] Makeup - mascara
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - my tounge
[ x ] In my head - is- 44 calibur love song- alexisonfire
[ x ] Wishing - that rachel stays in tucson and doesnt move 2 stupid chikaggo
[ x ]After this - sleep
[ x ] Talking to - meg
[ x ] Eating - nothing
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - my rachel and megan
[ x ] Is next to you - a roll of tp (i wuz crying) a letter from zz and an enjoi article
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - fall out boy concert with lela... country music concert/fire works with ash...rachel coming back...meg coming 2 tucson hopefully
[ x ] The last thing you ate - mac n cheez from churches chicken
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - losing my rachel
[ x ] Do you like candles - sure do
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - that sounds half way sexy... lol never tried it
[ x ] Do you like incense - lol christian likes to get high offa it.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - are u shitting me?
[ x ] Do you believe in love - of course
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - i guess it could happen
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - sounds a little fishy to me
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven- of course
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God - of course
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - now who seriously wants to think about that?
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - dont have one...i just dislike a lot of ppl
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - a dolphin heh heh
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up- early in the morning
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - cant say i have
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - me n chels t.r.i.e.d but that didnt work out all too well
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - most things
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - rachel being gone
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - I WANT MEG 2 COME 2 TUCSON 2MORO!!!!! she s.h.o.u.l.d be but shes not. screw the damn birds!
Posted at Wednesday, June 30, 2004 by homieheather
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Highlight of my day: There most certainley wasn't one.
Quote/Lyric of the Moment
(the odds are pretty good that this particular quote/lyric is revealing the fancy i am in)
"And all I need to know Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin Maybe I should hate you for this "TBS
rachel might have to move to chicago!!!!!! she is my MAIN ingredient to me being me!!!!!! she cant move thats not supposed to happen 2 me and her dude. its not real its not real noooooooooooooo. pray 4 me....
okay well here's wut went down... i woke up right? right... and then i got ready... and talked 2 megan...and then kenny and ryan came over. all i have to say is that kenny is a horny ass kid. :-D. lol and then they left. :( some appt for kenny or something...how sad. so yeah i came inside. and talked 2 dyllon on the fone 4ever. and meg sez sum guy justin likes me but i dunno the kid. i dont remember him at least. lol. so yeah... and then i went to dinner with dyllon to churches chicken... nice right? yeah r.e.a.l. romantic. pssh. lol and then i talked 2 meg again and SHE IS SO JESUS!!! (in case u were wondering wut she wuz like lol meg) and me and her are the SAME EXACT PERSON HOLY FUCKING SHIT MOTHER JEW. its so fucking crazy we're alike in every other way possible.... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! heh heh. well yea so here i sit... 12:11 am. talking on the fone with dyllon. again. lol. have a good one!
Posted at Tuesday, June 29, 2004 by homieheather
Monday, June 28, 2004
davey havok rocks my socks
Highlight of my day: doing absolutely nothing... ahh it was relaxing
Quote/Lyric of the Moment
(the odds are pretty good that this particular quote/lyric is revealing the fancy i am in)
"we can stay up late talking about having hott steamy sex with members of AFI"-shmeg
Today I did absolutely nothing. It was so nice. lol. I was getting annoyed of never being home so it wuz like a vakay from vakay. lol i got a new lightbulb and its reeli bright and makes me happy. it makes my mifits skulls light up on my lightswitch. haha scary...BRANDON BOYD IS SO HOTT HOLY HELL!!!! lol i want davey havok more though... well im out. luv ya!
P.S. HEY 4 ALL U HOES N MOS OUT THERE THAT THINK YUR KOOL 4 HATIN MEG... I GOT NEWS YUR NOT!!! AND THATS RIGHT... SHE IS MY GOOD FRIEND SO DEAL lol
Posted at Monday, June 28, 2004 by homieheather
im blue if i was green i would die
Highlight of my day: sleeping in til 2, dinner with my dad
Quote/Lyric of the Moment
(the odds are pretty good that this particular quote/lyric is revealing the fancy i am in)
"Trying to be somebody else is a waste of the person you are"-kurt cobain
Wow I havent written in this thing in forever!! Well I spent the night at missys last night and we went EVERYWHERE with her sister. lol and then i 4got wut else we did. lol we slept in until 2 2day though and that was real nice. then we went over 2 eriks to give him back his shoes and she threw a water balloon at me and it looked like a pissed myself. and then my jeans had pink on them i dont know what from!! lol but ya... then i went 2 mi papiz and we went 2 souper salad and HES GETTING A NEW CONVERTABLE!!! woot woot neat huh? YAYUH! (lol chels) ok well have a good one!
P.S. <------ ME AND DAVID BROKE UP AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO GET THAT SHIT OFF SO DONT MIND IT SHMEG... LOL LUV YA!
Posted at Monday, June 28, 2004 by homieheather
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
Highlight of my day: half day
Quote/Lyric of the Moment
(the odds are pretty good that this particular quote/lyric is revealing the fancy i am in)
I live for the nights I won't remember with the friends I will never forget
My mommy and my step daddy talked and we just arent going to live together for a while but they havent broken up!! and ill still get 2 see my sisterz n bro!!! YaY!!! 2moro will be 3 months for heather and david! hehe YaY! I'm hopefully going 2 San Diego next week w/ Manda!!! pray and keep those fingers crossed! Dance is 2nite! YEAH!!!! (lol rachel) the mocking game is the funnest game in the world. lol. Rachel. Well... nothing else to say really. Have a good one!
Posted at Wednesday, March 10, 2004 by homieheather
Monday, March 08, 2004
Highlight of my day: Talking to David, that's the only thing good these days
Quote/Lyric of the Moment
(the odds are pretty good that this particular quote/lyric is revealing the fancy i am in)
"Every night I pray. What a life to take, what a bond to break, I'll be missing you." -P. Diddy
My step-dad left us. Yep. He packed his stuff up, left us a note, and he left us. I'm not going to get to see my sisters or my brother ever again. It's gunna be weird without them. but o-welll hopefully things will get better. at least i still got David and Rachel and my mommy! Well.. not too in the mood to be writing, and I probably won't be for a while. But hopefully I'll be able to go see David with Amanda! Well... have a good one!
Posted at Monday, March 08, 2004 by homieheather
Friday, March 05, 2004
Highlight of my day: Nothing really stood out... but the day isn't over yet
Quote/Lyric of the Moment
(the odds are pretty good that this particular quote/lyric is revealing the fancy i am in)
"Lyin' here with you, listening to the rain, Smilin' just to see the smile upon your face, and these are the moments, I know heaven must exist. And these are the moments, I know all I need is this. I've found ll I've waited for, yeah, and I could not ask for more." -Country singer
Me and casie and r*e*l are all matching 2day! hehe We're all wearing the Kelly Germain shirts! YaY!! I don't know if my mommy iz gunna let me go 2 San Diego or not because Amanda might not be staying near David... and if she isn't and I have no way of getting to his house, then she isn't going to let me go. Keep yur fingers crossed for me! I'm finally getting to see my sisters today! I haven't seen them in like 2 or 3 weeks! We're all going to Patagona 2moro. Haven't been there in a while. Amandaz not here again!!!! Grrrrrr... I'm so hungry. Well... I'll let ya know how the rest of my day goes, when it goes. Have a good one!
Posted at Friday, March 05, 2004 by homieheather
Thursday, March 04, 2004
Highlight of my day: Amanda's mommy and my mommy say I can probably go 2 San Diego with her next next week YaY!!
Quote/Lyric of the Moment
(the odds are pretty good that this particular quote/lyric is revealing the fancy i am in)
"I'm so excited, and I just can't hide it, and I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I want you, I want you!" -The song Amanda has stuck in her head.
Happy Amanda Thursday!! hehe Amanda got glasses! She lookz so perrty! hehe I asked my mommy if I could maybe go 2 San Diego with Amanda next next week and she said "Yeah, probably." and then Amanda asked her mom and she said "Yeah, probably." SO YEAH!!!!! i hope i can !!! I love it there! Therez 2 many hoboz though. Chel-c wuz telling me about how in L.A. therez a hobo who asks chicks to help him swim and then he'll untie their tops. Dude... why the hell would u go swimming with a hobo? I would suspect something fishy! hehe O-yeah 2day in Language, it wuz pretty much a free period and so I went to get my water bottle from mr. h dawggz room and i sat it down on my desk when i got back into mrs. quijadas and i moved a peice of paper and it hit my water bottle and it started to like spin and tip and i freaked out and jumped in my desk and then i accidentally smacked the water bottle really hard and it flew across the room. o-man it wuz great. Me and Chelsea always end up being the only ones who are standing after the bell rings. It'z great. Me and Rachel are going to go see the passion of the christ tonight. I'm scared cuz this one chick had a heart attack when she saw it and died. I don't wanna die!!! lol I need 2 go shopping man. lol. They played silver and cold (afi) on Channel One News today! and Johnny Cash and Shania Twain! They had sum good muzic on ther 2day! Well... this iz enough. Have a good one!!
Posted at Thursday, March 04, 2004 by homieheather
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
It was silver and cold! hehe like AFI
Highlight of my day: Half day & The norm... talking to David.
Quote/Lyric of the Moment
(the odds are pretty good that this particular quote/lyric is revealing the fancy i am in)
"I never felt so beautiful, baby, as I do now. Now that I'm with you." -Jessica Simpson
Happy half day! David's stalkers are still following him home. Scary huh? Yeah I know. If my mommy lets me... which I kind of doubt that she will... but if she does, Amanda is going to let me go to San Diego with her for 6 days!!! hehe I dono if my mommy wants me missing that much school though. Pray for me! hehe Tonight is dance! I'll let ya know how it goes! For the third time of this so far three day week... Rachel is spending the night tonight. Go figure. We got our matching sweaters yesterday from Aeropostale! They aren't like all pink n preppy n crap though. They are grey with like West Coast Chopper kind of writing. yeah. My mommy made me more salad stuff! lol. Well... hope you have a good one!
P.S. Tomorrow's Amanda Thursday! Don't forget!!!
Posted at Wednesday, March 03, 2004 by homieheather
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Highlight of my day: Talking to David... that's always a highlight. And going shopping with Ray ray!
Quote/Lyric of the Moment
(the odds are pretty good that this particular quote/lyric is revealing the fancy i am in)
"And it's a crazy thing, Fate has perfect wings, All the way down the line, Angels working over time"
-Deana Carter
Happy Heather Tuesday!!! hehe Me and Ray ray get to go shopping 2gether 2day!! whoopth! You know what's crazy....4 months ago... if you would have told me that I would be go to San Diego in three months to visit my boyfriend, David, the love of my life, I would have doubted you all the way. I'm so happy with him. Things are so perfect. The only thing wrong is the fact that he lives in California. hehe That's not gunna get in the way of my loving him though. Colton wrote another song and he's reeli good! I love it man... hehe. Amanda better be at skool on thursday. She can't miss her own day of the week! going shopping now... bye bye
Posted at Tuesday, March 02, 2004 by homieheather
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